bored/lonely
so wats up im like totally bored and today like every other day there were yelling in the house and then i locked myself into my closet and then i wrote a lovely little poem that pissed my mom off then she tore it up and i thought it was one of my best poems but i dont think my family knows what good poetry is i havent heard from my boyfriend in a dont know how long and it hurts i try to tell him where im going and i cant get ahold of him or get a responce. but its ok hes probley with his family no prob. have a great day
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freezing
its so cold outside i went out to get the mail and i almost froze my butt off lol not good, i washed my clothes and im going to go pack now, ill probley end up with a good six bags lol, well have a great thanks giving tomarrow mauh.
cries
red tears are running down my cheeks
i never know what to do
its passed a year already
since i heard a word
never again have i though of it
but when i fall theres no one there
when i die who will cry
when i look over my body
who will hold me
when i laugh who will be there to laugh with me
when i love who will love me back
my life has been detearated
from above and from below
aldays have i talked i have cryed
and i may run away
from this place oneday
but youll always be in my heart
cant wait/ wedding
i cant wait til christmas, no school for a week and the snow and the presents i dont know it just feels like magic when the house is decorated and theres presents under the tree its like you not where you used to be, plus i do have to be on the internet i have to talk to my boyfriend cuz its not right that hes not here.i picked out my wedding dress already im going to see what more i can find, my wedding on february 14,2008. valentines day is my day
cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!
I cant wait to leave on friday the mountains is my favorite place to go visit, but i dont know what to pack i know clothes im not a complete air head lol jk, i dont know whether to pack my cowgirl hat and step into the door and say yee-ha, thank god i dont have to see them dumb teachers they get on my nerves, i wish there were no school next week i dont see why,
jennys krazy
no school
no school tomarrow yah me yah me my cousin brandy is over tonight hes watching csi on spike channel and tomarrow i get to get on here talk to my boyfriend that makes me hott lol, and sleep all day, but dont forget i still have to eat, oh and that comment bout my aunt shes kool sometimes when shes nice but when she has a bad day its all down hill.im on both yahoo aol and msn and no ones on at all god dont people chat anymore ill go in chat rooms cuz this suxs azz. my hair smells good, lol ok going crazy lol. i wish my boyfriend had aol or aim so we could talk i miss him so much and i love him so much i keep dreaming about him and to let you all know there great dreams lol, i want him to hold me so badly it hurts and when hes not here it hurts even worse and to know hes more than a thousand miles away its hard to know that hes not by my side, but hes always here in my heart.
life sucks
im so bored today its poring down raining,and my boyfriends not on and my grandma keeps cussing at me and saying im not worth anything and i dont have any since to do anything in this world, she trys to get me in trouble and saying other bad things towards me but i always get introuble when i dont do anything,in school in my history class everyone went to sleep so he said that we only had to do a work sheet so thats good. lol my friend chrissy told this guy to get his butt out of a seat so i could sit over there with the girls he said thats fine go a head and chrissy made a joke saying he knows whats good for him ill try to pick my leg up and kick him in the butt. so it was all good almost everyone in that class including the teachers act like a big family,
dream
i came to you in a dream
like an angel falling at your feet
to many words to even complete
no lesser reget of not having you with me
but i try not to cry
i go to sleep alone
with nothing but gilt on my chest
and when i try to close my eyes
i die
my heart is shades of green
which makes me sick of every speck of pain
but you make me laugh
and im better now,
to the point where you have forgiven me
and thats the gift that makes it matter
Cause you have me
ahhhhhh what a day
i hated school today i didnt want to get up this morning and i didnt want to see peoples faces when i got on the bus the window was down and the rain was coming inside and the window was stuck and wouldnt go up then my legs gave out on me
i dont know why, but still they did, i have to sit through a whole day with a stupid aunt i would rather die then see her face again. then i cant wait to leave on friday to go to the mountians but we have to go pick my cousin up and thats going to set us back, i love my boyfriend so much i wish he was here to hold me in bed cuz its freaken freezing in this house, i wish people would write me comments i mean im trying my best to have great topics im not tryin to get all nasty on this one lol.
Goin Country
On Friday my mom and nana and my cousin and i are leaving to go to Saltville va and martinsville to see our dieing aunt she has cancer, and also were going to see my aunt and my uncle and grandpa and whats funny about going to my grandpa's house is he doesnt know it lol, also i want to go to my grandma bobbies house to take pictures of it even though shes dead, but still im going to get old enough to buy her house then im going to make it up the way she had it.
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