crying night

i called my boyfriend and i thought he was ignoring me but i dont know what he was doing so i just hung up but i know i shouldnt of done that then he calls back and he says its over and in my throat it felt like someone had kicked me i couldnt breath and i just started crying i put my covers over my head then i went spyco but now i think were back together i hope cuz i really love him and i dont want to hurt him like his ex i wouldnt ever do what that slut did to him, cuz i love him to much to ever hurt any part of him i need to try not to be a total bitch or stop calling him after i wake up theres something wrong with me after i wake up.