well, im at home, my grandmas asleep in her room and im watching the temptations movie on tv and im bored out of my mind, my boyfriends sick so he went to sleep i hope he gets better, my moms in another state, i dont know if my mom will let my boyfriend come down cuz they didnt meet today and that makes me mad pissed off and sad all the same time, and i really want him to come down i love him and i dont want our relationship to drift away, my mom says shes afraid to leave me alone with a boy, she acts like she cant trust me no she said she cant trust me and parents are supposed to trust there kids, no one i want to talk to is online and i need someone to talk to, i have to take two exams each day on monday tuesday and wendsay i cant wait til there over cuz we get out at 11:25 yay me,and im so freakin tired, anyways i hope yall reply to this im not getting much luck to any of the others take care and have a great night.

this is lauren she used to go to my school then she moved back to texas i miss her she was a kick azz chick

this is me myself and I

You told me that I was the one, That I was everything, To the point where I never wanted to leave your side, You were all I needed, Your kisses felt like heaven and your fingertips felt so soft, To my body where they belonged, You held me tightly to your body, Till your fingertips carressed my skin, As we smiled, I knew I  was in love with you, To many moments where I was afraid, To many moments where everythign wasnt the same, Then you came along and I felt safe again, Your kisses took my breath  away and you captured my soul, and my love will always be with you forever as one, And all I want to say, All I need to say is I love you.

thank god i only have 3more days of school then its the christmas break yay i cant wait a whole week with adam alone i cant wait until he makes love to me im going to wait up for him or fall asleep which ever comes first the only thing that is left from christmas last year is the lights on the tree outside, were going to lay on the bed alday and watch movies the notebook, but tonight im going to watch home alone i love that movie wish they made one with the same cast but they wont cuz macully culkin is like 23 or somthing but still looking good. but i would rather have adam. have a great weekend.

its 8:09am and i was sleeping and i heard my phone go off and i thought it was my alarm i had set and adam called me, i was so happy when i finally picked the phone up, but still i am happy today is the day he goes to the flea market in bristol at 12:00pm to meet my mom for the first time and i just called her to get a camera to take a picture of him lol. can we all say strike a pose.

to these lives which fall will forever live eternity in prospreity

its freezing outside my boyfriend is 7hrs away i have nothing to do, im tired i wanna talk to him, and i have to write a paper about against prayer in school i wanted abortion but my friend amanda got that,  my mom and her boyfriend are in bristol tennessee and guess what my mom has to meet my boyfriend all alone she meets him before me, now more award i dont know what to say to him in the first place alot of weird laughing, theres nothing on tv, my hairs greesy i probley spelled that wrong so sue me,  i bite my nails and im failing math atleast i think i am but thats the teachers fault it would be nice if she would help me once in a while instead of yelling at the student im waiting until 9:00 to talk to adam so comment on this or ill getcha just kidding me funny! i have a confession i dye my hair red yes i dye my hair there i said it

michael jacksons cute there

cloverhill high is my school im a sophmore and people are making that school look like a sluty school people kissing like the guy wants to swim in her mouth everyones having sex and they dont keep it a secret people are dressing sluty and teachers are cheating everyone out of the grades that they deserved

happy almost christmas my mom banned xmas and i dont have anything to do i have exams monday tuesday wendsay, then no school for a week and two days yay, i just heard that ashlee simpson collapsed on stage and they took her to the hospital, shes a anorexic she weighs 85 pounds not good not good at all

i called my boyfriend and i thought he was ignoring me but i dont know what he was doing so i just hung up but i know i shouldnt of done that then he calls back and he says its over and in my throat it felt like someone had kicked me i couldnt breath and i just started crying i put my covers over my head then i went spyco but now i think were back together i hope cuz i really love him and i dont want to hurt him like his ex i wouldnt ever do what that slut did to him, cuz i love him to much to ever hurt any part of him i need to try not to be a total bitch or stop calling him after i wake up theres something wrong with me after i wake up.

well i took a shower and now im all wet and my hairs all curly, and im so bored no ones on right now and i cant call my boyfriend until 9:00. and my moms asleep its freakin cold and i think its going to snow soon, yay cant wait, when it snowed last time i was at school and i had to go down some stairs and i almost slipped on the ice i told people that i dont even know if i go down your going down with me, i think im very clumsey, my ex boyfriend wont leave me the hell alone i keep telling him too but he gets other people to email me and yell at me some calls me biatch, and i dont like it so im going to try to ignore them, in two years i get to go live with adam hes supposed to be getting his own apartment he calls it our apartment i cant wait, he hates britney spears so what im going to do is walk up to him and start singing britney spears while hes watching the eagles play, and maybe ill get alittle action if you know what i mean, you know the eagles need to step it up a notch they lost like 2 games in a row, my boyfriend said they rock not in those words but still. im like sitting here eating all my grapes there good can we all say yummy, nothings on tv i would watch one on one but its reruns nothing new too bad im starting to like it before it was just arnez is going out with so in so who cares blah blah blah we heard it like thousand times then it got interresting, well i need to end this one its getting long dont forget to floss love yas, mauh

my boyfriend adam hes so great ive been with him for about 2months hes coming down on the 27th and i cant wait im gong to give my virginity to him i love him.

yah my aunt isnt going with us to the mountains my dream came true she said she didnt want to be around these people meaning my family up there i mean she says that and my aunt is dieing so shes talking bout her she needs to shut the crap up.

to take a deep kiss, to live along life, surrounded by the guy you love, to have him hold you in the darkened night, to have him touch your skin, when a sight of lust flows right by your eyes, to have every word he ever spoken turn into one, to hear him say i love you, while standing in the reain and living in a world of magic where only we are one.

i am watching saved by the bell las vegas wedding i love this show but i think its better when there in college and this wedding thing they should of went on for another season or too.

hey wats up todays the day i get ready to go to the country yah

whooo whooo

tomarrow i have to get up at 4:00am not becuz i have to becuz i want to im krazy remember that lol, well then i have to pack then wait five hours to leave so between them im going to take a hott shower and then pack clothes then wait for people and leave. for saltville virginia.

FAITH HILL LYRICS

"Like We Never Loved At All"

You never looked so good
As you did last night
Underneath those city lights
There walking with your friend
Laughing at the moon
I swear you looked right through me
But i\'m still living with your goodbye
And you\'re just going on with your life

[chorus]
How can you just walk on by
Without one tear in your eye
Don\'t you have the slightest feelings left for me
Maybe that\'s just your way
Of dealing with the pain
Forgetting everything between our rise and fall
Like we never loved at all

You, i hear you\'re doing fine
Seems like you\'re doing well
As far as i can tell
Time is leaving us behind
Another week has passed
And still i haven\'t laughed yet
So tell me what your secret is
To letting go like you did, like you did

[chorus]

Did you forget the magic
Did you forget the passion
Did you ever miss me
Ever long to kiss me

[chorus]

You, you never looked so good